I don’t know if you’re ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That is why i’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.
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| — | Perks of Being a Wallflower. |
My night has turned into catching up at a donut store for the last couple hours. I am deffinitely not sleeping soon
You were everything I ever want to be,
the only one I ever need to know.
I’d wait for you till time lay down to sleep
and I’d sneak across the world to let her know.
Hold my heart, patiently.
Take my hand and walk with me.
Cause when the evening comes,
we’ll set the world on fire.
And I was wrong.
Let me help you live on.
Psychology
In my night psychology class my professor, Dr. Michele has decided I would be an interesting case study. Since I have very odd sleeping habits and a lack of dreams.
She said I could get extra credit, along with the possibility of a little money, to be part of a sleep study. She’ll talk to me about it next week
I have never felt like a Guinea pig before.
